[The familiar sights of the spa was comforting but... well, he still felt a little uneasy about being anywhere near here. Even if it'd been weeks since Castor had lashed out, he couldn't shake off the memories. Things that tugged and clawed at him, even now, but he had enough time to think past all that to consider his next step.
Listen to those who'd pulled him aside, forced him to see reason when he found it hard to believe, and though he hated to admit it, most of them were right. Fuuka's messages were... also something he was having a hard time ignoring anymore, and there'd been a few times where he almost answered back.
Yet didn't, for fear of what he might say. It was the same fear that was making him pace back and forth in front of the entrance to the spa, late at night. Because at the very least she would probably be asleep, so if he didn't want to go through with it this time, he could easily just walk away.
Pick a better day, maybe. Go back to the forest and spend a few more days with Kija and his companions. Try to set his thoughts in order, consider more on what he'd even tell her, because it was just a garbled mess of words and apologies that didn't convey his emotions well enough. Wasn't sincere enough, just... none of it.
Action, 5/29th.
Listen to those who'd pulled him aside, forced him to see reason when he found it hard to believe, and though he hated to admit it, most of them were right. Fuuka's messages were... also something he was having a hard time ignoring anymore, and there'd been a few times where he almost answered back.
Yet didn't, for fear of what he might say. It was the same fear that was making him pace back and forth in front of the entrance to the spa, late at night. Because at the very least she would probably be asleep, so if he didn't want to go through with it this time, he could easily just walk away.
Pick a better day, maybe. Go back to the forest and spend a few more days with Kija and his companions. Try to set his thoughts in order, consider more on what he'd even tell her, because it was just a garbled mess of words and apologies that didn't convey his emotions well enough. Wasn't sincere enough, just... none of it.
So stupid.]